you know who you are....

A few days ago I had a friend ask me what I was doing well at that time I was facebooking… they replied with OF COURSE!  I said well I could blog but I’m addicted to that, and then I would end up being late! They asked what a blog was I told them it’s just where I write about different things that happen in my life. They asked if they could look at it the next time I post something! So before I give this person my blog I wanted to write something for them….   Without this friend I could honestly say I HAVE NO IDEA where I would be in life! This friend isn’t someone I grew up with or called every day after school! This friend I met a year or so ago and we have become pretty close!

I called this person when I found out that my aunt was diagnosed with cancer! I found out and bawled, I was sad and asked why my aunt Beck? This person knows my aunt and told me Kallie she will get through with this so will all your family! Beck is one heck of a strong person…and that she is! Beck tough me to have FAITH and COURADGE! She also taught me that our heavenly father gives us trials but only ones that we can handle!  Thanks so much for being there for me through this!

During my first year of college I had a few rough times. There was a time that I had a really rough time …this called for a taco bell trip at 2 am and a sleepover with my girls! Heading to Tiffs I called this person and BAWLED like I haven’t bawled before! This person just sat there and listened to me with one question...why didn’t you tell me and I could have warned you about this? That was the only question they asked and then they just went back to listening to me and let me cry! I think we probably talked on the phone for like oh maybe 3 hours talking about each others life and the lovely crap that was going on in them!  Thanks for letting me cry to you for hours on the phone and try to get me to laugh!

I absolutely HATE tests! Every time I had a test at school and this person new it they got me to be positive and say hey, Chin up you will do great! Think positive and don’t forget to smileJ  Thanks for helping me stay positive!

This person is AMAZING at a sport… so as often as I could I traveled to go watch and cheer them on! I looked like a freak but hey we had fun doing it! They made it to state so I loaded up the car and headed to go watch! I felt HORRIBLE that I wasn’t able to be there the first few times, I got a text every night with the final result, and score the day that I did make it, it was a lot of fun! We cheered as our little hearts could! That day they didn’t do as good as they hoped but I was really glad that I could be there to support this person just like they are ALWAYS there for me!  Thanks a million for always being there for me!

A few weeks ago this person really stepped in! I broke up with Nate and it was the HARDEST week I’ve had for a while! I bawled every night and memories would come back of all the fun times that we had together and all the times that Nate teased me! I sure do love the Poulton family so it was a hard situation! This friend knew I was having a hard time so they text me every chance they could to make sure I was okay! They told me that I would get through it and it would all turn out! One morning my phone rand at 4 in the am and it was a text that said well I’m off … I hate driving this early but hey… Have a GREAT day! Some people would go back to sleep, others would chuck their phone and some may text back and reply, “ Do you know what time it is?” ha I didn’t I text back and said hey thanks! Have fun and do your best!! This person would text me every day and make sure I was doing okay because they knew I was having a pretty rough time! Thanks so much!

Last week after my meeting with Provo college I text this person and said, “What in the world am I thinking?” “I can’t do this!” They replied and said, “Kallie, this is your dream, and you CAN DO THIS!!”  I have no idea what I would do without this person especially the day before! I cried with confusion and stress! They just talked to me and said it will all be okay! Sure enough it was! They have text me everyday this first week of school and would say... Have a great day! Or hey how was school today? Well just one thing…you better be at my graduation!

Dear friend… (You know who you are)

I am honest when I say I really have NO IDEA what I would do without you! You have been there for me when I thought the world was walking out on me! You were there for me when I kind of walked out on you! (I still am sorry and regrget it) You have been there for me through all the easy times and all of the VERY EXTREAMLY HARD times where all I wanted to do was go hide and cry! Even if I was a simple text of Hey or you’re a brat each time it made me smile and sometimes laugh! I think so much of you! Thanks so much for letting me cry to you all the time! Thanks for believing in me when I sure the heck didn’t! Thanks so much for everything that you do for me! I will NEVER be able to tell you how much I am thankful for everything and that we are friends! All I can say is THANKS A MILLION!!

Thanks

Kallie