Its funny how after something happens you start thinking. Something happened and I have been dreading it for a very long time. After this happened I look back and laugh and look where I’m at now and smile because I’m better off at what happened then what could have happened. I hear things from the past or things that happened a few weeks ago and just laugh and ask myself why me? Then I ask why not me? The stories I hear make me mad and want to ask why? Why would you or how could you? After a small tear, I laugh and move on! Sometimes I wish that I would have never got into all this mess then I realize I wouldn’t have changed it for the world! I learned a lot from all this some things for the good others for the bad. I made some great memories through all this and some even better friends! You made me change, change for myself, change for the good. I just have to say all this only makes me stronger! Then I think well, not my loss! I am so glad that I have been moving on! There has been a few rocks along the way. There were nights that I just lay there and bawl and want to give up, times that I want to go back, and then I realize the future will be a whole lot better. A new person to make my world and make me smile! A person who makes me feel like their #1! I just have to say… Thanks so much to that one for making me realize and all my friends and family who have helped! Love you all so much!
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